A few years ago, I read an interesting article about how
getting accurate readings on which way a district would vote in terms of
American political parties requires an increasingly micro approach. In other
words, overall voting results are ideally predicted at the neighborhood level.
Indeed, my experience as an Indian-American, Hindu woman growing up in Central
Virginia is also very specific to the exact time and place, and may in fact
have little to no reflection of how two of my cousins – also Indian-American
Hindus – will feel about their childhood in a neighborhood just 40 minutes
away, 15-17 years later, once they are my age.
That said, I grew up in a place and time where Indian and
Hindu cultures were unknown and therefore often hated. I could count the number
of non-black, non-white, non-Christian people in my middle school[1]
on one hand. Being a minority of a few unknown types prompted questions from both
white and black kids, parents, teachers, and strangers:
“What
are you?”
“What the hell is ‘Hindu’?”
“Indian? Like Pocahontas?”
Most of the time the questions were in a harmless tone, most
of the time the questions were out of pure ignorance, but most of the time the
questions were completely rhetorical. Most people weren’t asking to learn about
something new, they were asking to highlight the differences between us. Even
so, as I got older and learned how to speak my mind, I took a question as a
question and would answer as well as I could, when I could. Sometimes, a
curious thing would happen – people would listen. They’d hear about the Indian
subcontinent, the openness of Hindu scripture, and the amazing ancient Asian
societies that existed before the Bible was even written.
Those of us who are of a relatively unknown race or religion
in our environment know that we are sometimes given a chance to explain who and
what we are, even if it’s to say our race or religion are not a fundamental
part of what makes us who we are. It’s not an omnipresent phenomenon and it’s
not an easy battle to fight, but at least it’s an opportunity that does, on
occasion, show its face. And with those small occasions, we are able to safely
speak our mind and break down barriers of ignorance that come from a place in
which people truly have not heard anything either way. Over time, these
occasions can add up to create a completely different, more open context and
understanding to the immediate environment.
In this way, the discrimination I faced being Indian and
Hindu in the time and place in which I grew up fundamentally differed from what
the black community, and increasingly the Muslim and Hispanic communities, face in America.
The discrimination I dealt with was borne out of the unknown; as I described
above, this unknown sometimes sparked questions, which sometimes warranted
answers, which sometimes made things more open and better. But what happens
when discrimination comes not from the unknown, but the assumed? What happens
when a person or society does not ask an even rhetorical question, but assumes
they know who you are based on your race or religion or style?
As Obama said in his public statement on the acquittal of
George Zimmerman, the problems of the black community stem from a long,
complicated, painful and fairly recent history of enslavement and
institutionalized discrimination. However, Obama’s family was largely not of
this history. His father was from Kenya and came to the States for a brief
period in the 1960s; his mother was a white American woman from the Midwest.
Yet Obama, a half-black man who mostly grew up in the States, has written in
detail about his experience of automatically being relegated to a specific
community, a specific set of behaviors, problems, and ideas based on his race.
If the current President of the United States has faced these problems, imagine
what this means for the diverse communities that compose the millions of black people across the nation.
Knowing that the atmosphere of a room has negatively shifted
because you, a minority, entered; that look in the eye showing someone
genuinely feels scared or angry at you because they think you are of an inferior
race; that sigh of sadness because someone thinks you are going to hell for
believing in a different manifestation of God. For those of you who have never
felt unsafe because of your race, religion, sexual orientation, or any physical,
mental or emotional attribute you carry, these ideas are probably very
hard to understand, because these are discriminatory examples that can only be
felt. Feelings are hard to capture in laws, policies or constitutions.
Hate Crime laws are one attempt to codify against discrimination. Though
I personally think Hate Crime legislation is a tool that sends a powerful
message, Hate Crime laws are predicated on the idea of someone targeting another because they are part of a particular social group, and are
therefore best at capturing criminals who want to use or are open about using their discriminatory views as justification of their
violence. Most people, minority or otherwise, would write these criminals off
as extremists, vigilantes, racists, homophobes, or the insane.
Those of us who have faced discrimination that is borne out of the unknown and/or the assumed understand that racism can manifest itself in many ways, and the hardest battles are often fought against people or societies that refuse to acknowledge there is a problem or are able to deny a problem exists. Purposely targeting someone in a strict legal definition is likewise one of the hardest things to prove and one of the hardest things to codify when trying to demonstrate discriminatory behavior in the real world.
Those of us who have faced discrimination that is borne out of the unknown and/or the assumed understand that racism can manifest itself in many ways, and the hardest battles are often fought against people or societies that refuse to acknowledge there is a problem or are able to deny a problem exists. Purposely targeting someone in a strict legal definition is likewise one of the hardest things to prove and one of the hardest things to codify when trying to demonstrate discriminatory behavior in the real world.
What then happens when these discriminatory sentiments
translate into violence? What happens when the George Zimmermans of the world
are allowed to carry a loaded weapon on the street, chase down an unarmed
teenager who has every right to be where he is, and then shoot this teenager at
point blank range after starting the confrontation himself? What happens when
the all-white (save one Puerto Rican) jury agrees with the white defense lawyers that the George
Zimmermans of the world were justified in thinking this teenager – a black male
in a hoodie – looked suspicious, but at the same time, we are not allowed to
make the case the George Zimmermans of the world based their judgment call on race
because the targeting was not explicit?
Any minority in America will tell you that one of the best
defense mechanisms we have in these uncomfortable and unsafe situations is to
simply walk away. We live in a country that up until this ruling, in practice allowed
us to waive our chance to explain who we are in favor of simply removing
ourselves from the situation and from any ensuing danger. The ruling acquitting
George Zimmerman of shooting and killing Trayvon Martin has, in part, caused so
much emotional turmoil because a person wishing to avoid confrontation that is
based on bias or ignorance is now not even allowed to simply walk away. If
someone does not like something about who or what we are, if they are able to
convince a jury that this who or what we are makes us “suspicious” by default,
we cannot walk away from the ignorance or discrimination. In effect, we have
lost the right to be who we are and move ourselves to a place where we feel
safe as who we are. Those of us who continue to fall into the unknown may have
a fighting chance to defend ourselves under this system. But those who fall into the assumed
never had much of a chance to begin with.
[1] I have to give credit where
credit is due. Though elementary and middle school were less than desirable
experiences, I went to an internationally geared high school that was way ahead
of the social curve, probably for the country and certainly for the area. It
had a well-supported LGBT alliance, offered classes in 13 languages, and (at
least for me), created an environment that was open to all religions, races,
and sexual orientations and genders.
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